I fear that what I’ve become is what I’ve always hated the most.
It seems so simple to love you, and yet it’s so easy to push away.
How can it be that what I love can leave so easily? But yet, pain stays so frequently?
How is it that I set my sights to care, an ended up so careless?
How is it that I’ve become what I’ve hated most?
 | Anonymous : do you only respond to anonymous questions? |
Of course not. Most people just are anonymous???? | |
| Anonymous : you're beautiful and smart. you have no reason not to be happy. |
I am happy in my life. I can’t say I’m happy with anyone in particular, though. Not saying I need someone to be happy, but saying I wouldn’t mind sharing my happiness, or having a single source of happiness. Don’t get me wrong, my career and family are my complete happiness, but I’d enjoy putting it into other sources. | |
I wish I could say I want a certain guy, or someone specific but I don’t really have a specific thought of what I want a guy to be or have or do. I just want to find happiness, honestly… and sometimes that seems like the hardest thing to want or achieve.
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But then you go on Tumblr, and you see something different. You see girls buying clothes, cutting their hair, taking laxatives, starving themselves, doing anything to make themselves look thinner. They base their self-worth on a NUMBER projected on a man-made scale. And to be honest with you, it breaks my heart. Because I know that you CAN eat without feeling guilty, you CAN eat fattening food without punishing yourself afterwards. What the scale says is NOT the most important thing. Being thin isNOT more important than being healthy. Being thin and not eating are NOT signs of true will power and success. Screw what all these pro-ana blogs tell you. You don’t have to be thin to be attractive. You are perfectly okay just the way you are.
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Look, im not some weight loss genius. I can’t guarantee that you’ll ever lose the weight you want to lose. Just work hard. Being like “I need to lose X amount, help?” is a really bad question because my body is different than yours. I’m sorry, I can’t just tell everyone something that will make them lose weight.
| Anonymous : You've had a boob job? Did you get a reduction or go up a few sizes? |
Complete joke. | |
| Anonymous : can you post before and after pictures? |
Of what…….? My boob job? | |
| Anonymous : As someone living on a college budget and trying to lose weight, do you think it's really worth investing in a juicer and doing a juice detox? |
I don’t think it’s a good idea you do a detox while at college. Just from eating school food, you’re losing a lot of nutrients. I wouldn’t risk your health. You need to really prepare before that, especially if your diet consists of a lot of meat. I definite would wait until spring break or summer and just go to the gym for now. | |
